Taking a turn.

I usually go by my own advice by saying you should accept a friend no matter what the changes are, but this time it bothered me to the point where i couldn't accept it. Things just started falling apart in this friendship, drugs, lies and walls. I just recently stopped myself from trying to do drugs. I realized that i like to live for God, i cant really do that stoned.

So this problem between friends rooted from something more than just a little bit of arguing. I watched my best friend be completely torn down by this girl while dating he dated her. I watched her slump down more too. This could have been the start of her change, that has now brought us to where we are now. she thinks so many things that arent really here, i wish she would see some light in all of this. As friends we told her, and she failed to listen.

Im pretty much done with me and her's friendship. i know who my friends are at the moment, shes not one of them. I have great things right now, this loss of a friend wont bring me down. I got my bestfriend always with me, i got this girl that i like, and even though i like her i can come to her as a friend as well, im even making new friends and building more with other people as well. 

This can be the start of something new, this week has a been a little heavy on my heart and i know God is helping me. Its taking a big turn and i can tell its for the better. The prayers said yesterday were answered, and now i just want to embrace this life i have and build for the good.