Its this race im running with myself, nobody else but me. Im constantly struggling, i wish i had a helping hand. Its making me crazy and i can feel it. Im letting myself down again, letting whoever is around me down. I WANT THESE THOUGHTS GONE FOREVER. They are hurting me.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Again
As i sit here finishing whats left of my hot pocket, ive realized im filled with guilt again. Guilt over what ive done, it just feels like the walls are closing in on me and i have no escape. I wish i hand would come up out of nowhere, just so i have hope to get out of this black pit. I hate my lustful thoughts, i want them to be gone so they cant harm me anymore.
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