Today while on a bike ride things werent going as well as they usually are for me and my group of friends. Issues started popping up, a chain breaking miles from home, falling off a bike, having a peddle fall off miles from home, even hurrying home to give some need to a kitten we rescued from under a bush( pretty eventful day i know). Through all of this though, my mood was just dropping from good to bad, i was getting angry, i was tired and i just wanted to be home. This all didnt hit me until my peddle fell off, how mad i was getting and the stupid things i said.
I hate getting angry, but its a trait we all carry. I yelled at my bestfriend over a band audition. I may feel like our friendship dwindles sometimes but i still love the guy and will always be there for him. Walking my one peddle bike up the trail i was able to get in some thinking time.
Thinking time is great, i thought about as much as i could. I prayed walking up this trail, i prayed for everyhing to get better, that this whole anger thing just go away and leave. I felt relieved i was able to just have a little time to talk to God on that bike trail. My life isnt terrible, but when things keep pile-ling up as they were i tend to start feeling like im hopeless. I love God for everything he does, i love him for simply existing. I love my friends, i may have my bad times with them but the good times always outnumber the bad. So even though i may have considered today bad, it was also good.
Got to love rambling blogging.
John 3:30-He must become greater, and i must become less.
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